This is the time where it's the hardest. I'm living with a friend and her family, this is not my home. I don't want to intrude on their family time, but don't want to seem stuck up.
I can not wait for school to start back up again. I just want my dorm, my friends, and my life back again. Life was good when i was living with my brother, i got to just live the way i wanted to. I now have to live by another families rules.
I also want to apologize to some people in my past. I was young and did not know how to react to the feelings you had for me. I did not realize that, if I would have only listened to my heart and not the feat, i could have had you. I'm so sorry, please forgive, please allow me back in your life. I'm sorry. I just wish that I could go back, tell my younger self that it's OK, it's OK to go with the feelings. I'm so sorry