I want to be called B-E-A-UTIFUL!

I have never been swept off my feet, or called beautiful. I want to be someones special someone. I'm scared though to even put myself out in that situation. I want to be called B-E-A-UTIFUL I want to have that special someone who is always there. But I don't want to just give my heart away to anyone, I want to be picky about this kind of thing.